So It's 1:36 over here as we speak and I am officaly tired of staying up so late....I swear that I try to get some sleep but I am never able to drift off into REAL sleep.I end up haveing what you call a Half-Dream state where I am aware of my surroundings and I am also haveing the dream at the same time.It sucks when I am like that because I have some Horrible Nightmares...I'll give a few examples.
1.) Having me limbs and insides removed one at a time then finnaly having my heart crushed in front of me.
2.) I am about to have the girl of my dreams then I get my head choped off by said girl.
Now those were the Easiest to listen to and I think you don't what to know the worst of them so lets leave it at that.
Now on to other things...Despite all this chaos in my mind and soul I still hang on for a few reasons.
1.) I hang on for my friends,even though I can be a bit cruel towards them and Vice Versa.
2.) I will never take the cowards way out,Thats just not my style...
and finnaly the most important reason is that I have someone I wish to protect...and I won't die just yet for her sake...even if a buss ran me over I wouldn't give up the ghost.
Well there you have it.My late night post.So intill next time,I wish you all a fare night.
*Bows and fades into the darkness*
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