Sleep still eludes me Kyaaaaa!!!

So It's 1:36 over here as we speak and I am officaly tired of staying up so late....I swear that I try to get some sleep but I am never able to drift off into REAL sleep.I end up haveing what you call a Half-Dream state where I am aware of my surroundings and I am also haveing the dream at the same time.It sucks when I am like that because I have some Horrible Nightmares...I'll give a few examples.

1.) Having me limbs and insides removed one at a time then finnaly having my heart crushed in front of me.

2.) I am about to have the girl of my dreams then I get my head choped off by said girl.

Now those were the Easiest to listen to and I think you don't what to know the worst of them so lets leave it at that.

Now on to other things...Despite all this chaos in my mind and soul I still hang on for a few reasons.

1.) I hang on for my friends,even though I can be a bit cruel towards them and Vice Versa.

2.) I will never take the cowards way out,Thats just not my style...

and finnaly the most important reason is that I have someone I wish to protect...and I won't die just yet for her sake...even if a buss ran me over I wouldn't give up the ghost.

Well there you have it.My late night post.So intill next time,I wish you all a fare night.

*Bows and fades into the darkness*

Spring Cleaning and Old Friends

Ok people I have some good news!!! I am finnaly Cleaning my room!.....and I am serious I didn't even know there was a floor before I started cleaning haha. well the other good news is I am able to talk to my Friend...yea she lives in Texas so we can only talk on the phone.I am so happy that it kinda makes up for the horrible spring break.I am not looking foward to next week though.I am going to have to work my Butt off next week so more sleepless nights.You can be sure to see more Posts from me over the next cupple weeks...lots of posts...

Intill next time...I bid you all Farewell...*Fades into the darkness*

Spring Break:Fun,Relaxation,Or Terror?

Ok This whole Spring Break Has been a bit of a hectic thing for Me.I Have been working this whole spring break and I have to say that this is the first Spring Break That has actually made me MORE Tired then I was before it started.So far this Spring Break Has done these things to me:

1.)Caused me to lose 3 Whole nights of sleep...

2.)When I do Sleep I wake up in a cold sweat and in terror.

3.)Poped my knee (OW!) Out of place.

4.)Almost get crushed by a big Metal Box.(Thank God I was standing an Inch to the left or else you wouldn't see this post)

5.)and I had a hacker TRY to use my internet access as a detour...(Heh nice try dude but I am better...HA!)

so that just about sums it up. so intill next time...I bid you farewell...

*fades into the darkness*